been a while again

well lots has happened in the last week or so... christmas and all... hope everyone had a good christmas... i did. work is still work... starting to get bored with it...just watched "knocked up" on tv and it was pretty good. a learning movie to say the least...im kinda tired but im still around. gotta go to work and do a shit ton of paperwork tomororow, dont want to, but oh well... not like i can not go b/c i need the money. later

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well its almost christmas time... weird feelings come over me as it gets so close. this time last year, i wasnt talking to either of my parents, didnt go see them for christmas or new years... they hated me... well i shouldnt say they, my dad... we had got into it over stupid shit for as long as i can remember and i guess it was mid december last year where i was at my grandma's on the phone with him and we got into it over something stupid... i dont even remember... but i walked out. hung up the phone, took the keys to my truck and left them on my grandma's counter so he couldnt say i stole the truck since he paid the insurance on it, and walked... keep in mind my grandma livesin the middle of nowhere rural arkansas. her house is like 2.5 miles away from the nearest street light. i walked about 3 miles into town where i had shaun pick me up. all i had was a back pack with some clean underwear, a toothbrush, toothpaste, and an extra set of jeans and a couple t shirts. im so thankful i had a friend to come and get me... i was heated. my grandma was pissed off at my dad because he was wrong... he said i did a whole bunch of stuff that i just didnt do. he was calling me all kinds of names, and i just snapped... i guess it had all built up over the years. my grandma came looking for me... its hard to miss low and high beams off a new lexus when its pitch black outside... i didnt want to be found. i actually laid down in a ditch just inches out of water so she couldnt see me... she called my cell phone countless times... my mom called countless times... my dad... not once. i would say the phone pattern was the same for the next week or so...anyone who knows me knows the history about cellphones, me and my father... i was staying with shaun and if i wasnt... i would have been homeless i guess. i didnt care at that point. i didnt have a means of transportation... im glad i guess that i had just finished taking finals for school. and shaun... im sure you're reading this and i want to thank you for everything you've done for me driving from memphis to come and get me wasnt something you had to do... thank you again. im starting to get kinda pissed off writing this, so i guess i'll stop. maybe i'll finish later

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been so busy

ive been so busy i havent been able to update anything on here... my mobile blogging still doesnt work, so i dont know what else to do about that... i gotta say kongrats to my niggas kenyon "the dawn" lowe and j.r. johnson for beingi apart of "the return of swagger" the kome bak of kappa alpha psi at the university of arkansas after 5 long years. hate i missed it, but anyways, kongrats nupes...

work has been crazy... we had to fire a guy for no call no show... he had been fuckin up at work anyways, this pushed everyone over the edge... him not being employeed by smoothie king anymore has put alot on me, as in me working all of his shifts as well as doing my own too... im up there at the store everyday for some hours... and it being winter time... its slow, so im usually bored. i sit and play games on my phone, listen to music on my phone(the music we play at the store is horrid), and talk to whoever comes in the store(its midtown... pretty interesting people), if not, you can catch me on yahoo messengeron my phone. lol. not really looking forward to being there today, but its cool... as long as im on the clock, im getting paid and thats what really counts. but for now... im going towatch "nothing like the holidays" on this website for free that a friend told me about...might be illegal, but as long as its up, im gonna take advantage. lol.

later