nail biting

well ive been biting my nails for as long as i can remember... but keep in mind im not nasty with it. lol. i have nails, unlike a few people i see that dont have any nails and keep biting until their fingers bleed... im nowhere close to being that bad. nobody would even know i bite my nails unless i tell them b/c they're always neat. i dont do manacures or anything like that and my nails are actually in good shape. i just bite them to keep them "trimmed". but im trying to stop biting for good. its hard. they're healthy and look good, but as soon as they get long enough, instead of getting clippers, i bite them... ive tried all the little tricks of putting stuff on my nails that taste nasty...and all of that... any suggestions from you people to end this little annoying habit?

and im sure there are countless of people that bite their nails, im not the only one. lol

maxwell killed it last night

im sure as soon as maxwell comes back with a new album, the world will see a new generation of kids pop up within a year... no doubt.

well... im starting over

long time everyone. restarting the blog, so this is going to be a process.lots has happened, lots has changed, i'll be informing you all in short pieces coming soon. here is a little for now...


i will be going back to school this fall, looking at all i need to do to be ready for it. now i have to balance school and find a new job that will allow me to maintain some kind of income while in school. we'll see how that goes.


fathers day came and passed... funny thing is that i got a text message saying happy fathers day(mind you, i have no kids)...lol. i called the person and they said that it was meant for her baby's daddy, she hadnt heard/seen him in a year, but yea... kinda weird.

if you know me, you know that my relationship with my father is not the best. he lies on me and will do whatever he can to make sure he comes out on top if seem like. he's stolen money from me(signed my checks that are mailed to the house and cashed/deposited them himself since we both have the same name...), stolen my things(and then had the boldness to say i could buy them back... less shipping. really?HA), made alot of people dislike me with his stories about me being rebellious b/c i am the "different child". i dont agree/follow/obey without questions like my siblings. ive always been the troubled child, naturally smarter than my siblings, and always doing things that normal kids/teens/adults do but he doesnt want any of us to do. like having a life... but yea, i'll stop ranting and just say i didnt call him on fathers day. no card. nothing. and the funny thing about it, even throughout all the lies and stuff, he hasnt contacted me about it b/c he knows what id say and excatly how i feel. but wait... my mom contacts me about it, she knows we dont get along, but yea, she tries. we(my dad and i) put my mom through alot, and i do my best for my mom, i do stuff for my mom just b/c... and i always will.

dont get me wrong though, having my dad in my life is more than alot of people have/had. and my parents are still together... even though i could go on and on about that, i wont b/c thats way too much to talk about and i dont feel like getting pissed off today.

and that does it for now. later